Saying GoodBye My Big Brother

This poem was written from Aaron. It is so beautiful it will make you cry

The time has come to say Goodbye I will try not to cry

It's been so hard to let you go

To be in heaven don't you know

But you did not go alone

Part of us went with you

The day God took you home

you will forever be in our hearts

Your memory will keep us from falling apart

you should hear the kind words people say

How you touched their lives in so many ways

I am so proud and blessed to get to say

That's my brother in every way

thank you brother for all you gave

For everything you showed us along the way

Now I want to say to you

5 months

Tomorrow will be 5 month since Danny passed away. I think this is the worst time of the year. Danny love Thanksgiving and Christmas. He was a big part of our lives. I love and miss him so much. I can not  understand why he had to go so young.
Josh will be leaving on Feb 23rd for boot camp. He is so excited to start his life. I am excited and scared at the same time. I really do not want him to leave. but i understand he needs to do this.
Aaron cut his hair. and colored it black. I miss his long hair. But it was time for it to go. He has a girlfriend that is a wonderful girl. And he is doing good in school  he is a SR in high school.
They are great boys and I am proud to say I am their mom.

Thanksgiving With Out Our Danny

Today has been a hard day for me. I really have to say this whole week has been hard. I have not done much. go to work do my job come home and just crash. I didn't think it would be so hard for me. But it is hard on me. I just wish I had someone other then my hubby to talk to about what i am thinking.
I found out last week that josh is leaving for the air force in feb 23rd so i think that is helping me feel the way i am feeling.

I Did It

I did it I started to go through Danny's room today. It was so hard I just cried when I found things that I didn't know that he had. But I started that is all that counts.

My 3 Sons

I have decided that I am changing my blog a little and ad the other to boys to it. I lave all three of them and want to share there lives also. so stay tuned to what is coming. I am going to clean Danny's room today I promise. Talk to you soon.

I told you so

I told you I walked into Danny's room and just couldn't go through his stuff. So I will try again another Day. There is no rush..

Danny's Room

Today will be a hard day for me. I'm going to go through Danny's room. Aaron wants to move into his room so I guess it's time to do it. I have been saying today is the day and I go in there and just cry. So I think that today will be the day. I guess I will have to just cry and do it. So wish me luck and I will let everyone know if I really do it.