5 months

Tomorrow will be 5 month since Danny passed away. I think this is the worst time of the year. Danny love Thanksgiving and Christmas. He was a big part of our lives. I love and miss him so much. I can not  understand why he had to go so young.
Josh will be leaving on Feb 23rd for boot camp. He is so excited to start his life. I am excited and scared at the same time. I really do not want him to leave. but i understand he needs to do this.
Aaron cut his hair. and colored it black. I miss his long hair. But it was time for it to go. He has a girlfriend that is a wonderful girl. And he is doing good in school  he is a SR in high school.
They are great boys and I am proud to say I am their mom.

Thanksgiving With Out Our Danny

Today has been a hard day for me. I really have to say this whole week has been hard. I have not done much. go to work do my job come home and just crash. I didn't think it would be so hard for me. But it is hard on me. I just wish I had someone other then my hubby to talk to about what i am thinking.
I found out last week that josh is leaving for the air force in feb 23rd so i think that is helping me feel the way i am feeling.

I Did It

I did it I started to go through Danny's room today. It was so hard I just cried when I found things that I didn't know that he had. But I started that is all that counts.

My 3 Sons

I have decided that I am changing my blog a little and ad the other to boys to it. I lave all three of them and want to share there lives also. so stay tuned to what is coming. I am going to clean Danny's room today I promise. Talk to you soon.

I told you so

I told you I walked into Danny's room and just couldn't go through his stuff. So I will try again another Day. There is no rush..

Danny's Room

Today will be a hard day for me. I'm going to go through Danny's room. Aaron wants to move into his room so I guess it's time to do it. I have been saying today is the day and I go in there and just cry. So I think that today will be the day. I guess I will have to just cry and do it. So wish me luck and I will let everyone know if I really do it.

2 months

WOW can you believe it. 

I lost my boy 2 months ago. It just seems like yesterday for me. I miss my Danny with all my heart. He was my life and joy and now I only have pictures and sweet and wonderful memories to remember him. I know its the way of life but its not fair. I would like to thank all the wonderful people that helped us out during our time of need. I hope that one day if someone needs my help I will be able to help them.

I Love and Miss you Danny