Always Remember

It's been 1 year since I last saw my wonderful Danny. I thought I would be able to handle this day but I guess I was way wrong. We went up to the hospital to give cookies balloons and letters. My first stop was RTU I saw the Nurse there and just broke done. We gave hugs and then laughed about things Danny did when he had to go to RTU.
Next stop was Oncology Clinic boy that was hard to say the least. We had again cry's and laughs. I can't believe that they all remembered Danny passed away today. It made me feel really good that is memory will always be there.
Next was the Oncology Doctors we set down with the Best Doctor in the world Dr Yeaish I love this man with all my heart. He has always been there for us and he loved Danny. He told me that Allen and I are the best parents he has ever met. He said I am not just saying this because you are here. I mean it with all my heart. Again here comes the tears.
Next to ICS to find Irish he was Danny's nurse. I walk in and behind me was Aaron with a super soaker gun. Aaron got Irish with the gun. It was funny I bet Danny was standing there laughing his butt off. Danny was wanting to do this when he got better so instead aaron did it for him. I also gave the dr the letter. Not sure if he read it or not but I didn't stay around to see. All in all it was a great time.

Tonight at 6:10p.m. a bunch of us are getting together to honor Danny. At 6:10p.m. we are going to let balloons go to honor Danny.
I hope to have pictures once I have them i will put them up.


Danny,
Mommy misses you so much. when you left a hole in my heart got so big. You and I got close the last 3 years of your life. and I am thankful for that. Not many mom's can say that. I am the luckiest mom in the world. Thank you for letting me know your still around turning on light shutting doors and calling my name. I Love you and I will Always Remember You.
Love ya,
Mommy

1 year

I can't believe it in 6 days it will be 1 year since our Danny went up to heave. It just seems like yesterday. I miss him so much. Danny you are a wonderful young man, I will always remember you. You will be in my heart always. I Love you so much. Thank you for 18 sweet years.

FOR A PARENT ON THE DEATH OF THEIR CHILD

NO ONE KNOWS THE WONDER
YOUR CHILD AWOKE IN YOU,
YOUR HEART A PERFECT CRADLE
TO HOLD ITS PRESENCE.
INSIDE AND OUTSIDE BECOME ONE
AS NEW WAVES OF LOVE
KEPT SURPRISING YOUR SOUL.

NOW YOU SIT BEREFT
INSIDE A NIGHTMARE,
YOUR EYES NUMBED
BY THE SIGHT OF A GRAVE
NO PARENT SHOULD EVER SEE.

YOU WILL WEAR THIS ABSENCE
LIKE A SECRET LOCKET,
ALWAYS WONDERING WHY
SUCH A WONDERFUL YOUNG MAN
WAS TAKEN HOME SO SOON.

LET THE SILENT TEARS FLOW
AND WHEN YOUR EYES CLEAR
PERHAPS YOU WILL GLIMPSE
HOW YOUR ETERNAL CHILD
HAS BECOME THE UNSEEN ANGLE
WHO PARENTS YOUR HEART
AND PERSUADES THE MOON
TO SEND NEW GIFTS ASHORE.